hoLidAE

sudd miss my late 3 ku che

=(

was suppose to be catching up wif my studies geh

but all i did was

-online

-tv

-sms

-sleep

-eat

-facebook

-youtube

-shit

-pee

-msn

so yeah its kind of annoying (tis holiday) haiz.. if onie i was at cameron !!! everyone is there (church frenz) thnx mummy ='( now im left here all alone

..haizz

reli tried my best to study k

oh and today there were gansters INFRONT of my house!!

i was scared to death man

i reli duwan to write everything in detail here

but seriously, im stil scared they will come bak =(

and i will surely die if they kacau my house wei! =/ reli hate him lo

SPOIL MY MOOD now im still scared

`` dis msg is wat i reli wana say to my ku che who passed away at april ..

not for readers lol. but oh well...

3 ku che ar. i sudd miss u so much

eventhou yr leaving has been quite long

i dono y but i constantly miss you =/

wish u were here during family celebrations

our first year celebrating "zong jit" without eu

is reli quite diff ..

without yr laughter

without yr vulgars which u always say in a joking way

we reli reli miss you

and i noe yr life has not been a reli good one

your husband went for another woman, u had diabetic and was never getting better, yr daughter was reli disobedient. and nobody was reli there for u. to listen to your heart's feelings and to comfort you.

but at least all yr worries are gone now =]

you're sleeping now. jz waiting for God to wake u up some day

and i can never forget the way u looked in the coffin

you looked so peaceful

and tat all yr worries had stopped at last

..yr pain

and we r happy u went without suffering

although we miss you alot. we hav to reli accept the fact. tat yr gone. FOREVER

i reli miss yr laughter, yr jokes, yr advice, yr blur-ness =]

but i shall kip these as memories forever.

i realized there's no use being sad

but u can count on us to take care of yr son =]

and i know yr last will is tat yr husband leaves tat woman*

it is up to him. i wish u would not be hurt cuz of a man like him

u deserved better

ku che ar.. i wish u will rest in peace.

until God comes. then he will wake u up.

den u'll be well. no more sickness. no more pain. no more tears. no more worries. no more hurt

ku che, we love you =D

may GOD be with you wherever u are

i doN bELOng iN 3c

exam is over. all form 3s should be happy.

...maybe they all are, but me?

worry bout results ..

i jz have like.. never ending stress

b4 exam = STUDY

during exam = STUDY EVEN MORE

after exams = WORRY RESULTS

haizzz

i especially worry bout my..

..MATHS > weng wah said i got 9% wow. WOW~ laugh at jerry for getting 7% u more worse 9% summore in 3C .. suppose-to-be-good class. this sucks. worse of all, HE* think its funny and he keeps laughing. wat i did? pretend i din care wen deep down inside. i felt so hurt ..all i did was said i did not care.. i don wan such low marks. WHO WANTS 'EM ?!?! i noe yr good at maths. everyone noes tat. do u have to laugh at my marks? well. i guess its fun laughing at ppls's marks =] and i din even hav time, i had to simply darken the answer sheet =(

haiz. den. SEJARAH> it looked ok at the beginning. den .. i was all stunned wen i saw ALL the form 3 questions. i was staring at it blankly.. den i went and sleep, den woke up.. simply tembak all ..

i noe im jz a total FAILURE

i noe i shud b in 3J

i noe i should be starting maths all over again from form 1

i noe i should be kicked out from 3C

i noe im not fit to be in PPC

i noe i should be hardworking

i noe i should have payed att at teacher

i noe i should have.. just .....

cant they get maths out of PMR haiz

i don even noe how those ppl can get 100% for maths

maybe its just me.

im the odd one out.

the stupid one

look at my frens

they are all so .. smart

only super junior can make me happy now. =(

eunhyuk my fav =)

maybe i should jz stop studying i will never get to be a lawyer i've always wanted to be.

nvm. ill jz pray tat GOD would have come by tat time and take away my sorrows =[

hope u guys get great results =]

but i bet all of u will.. except. me ...

so, yeah..

chair stealeR

LOL~
carmen chan 'berak' ern ! i told u i'll blog bout it

lemme tell u a beautiful story about 2 ppl~ =]
today while we jz arrived in class.
***-- started shouting like a mad dog. as usual~~
den. she said that she din have a chair -.-
ya ya. shout la. nobody cares you got chair, died, or anything
LOL!!
den ok la. headed for KH .. den after rehat~
cHarmen came bak and LOST her chair!
DUH I RMB I SAW CHARMEN'S CHAIR IN THE MORNING!!!!
den carmen still dono it was ***-- until i told her de story but she still doubt it was ***--
so i said ..

IF IT WAS RELI 3B WHO STOLE~
- why cant they jz take amanda's chair? moreover.. it was the nearest to the exit. and~ they can easily take it and run.
WHY out of nowhere MUST take her chair?! .. whoch was like.. in the middle ~~

SO OBVIOUS ***-- TOOK IT!!
- LOL~ me and charmen planned a conversation. later on, we went bak to class, carmen & me started to question ***--

[CHARMEN] "EH?! where's my chair. YOONG did u take it, OOOH! feli u izit.. how bout u ***-- DID U TAKE MY CHAIR?!"

[***--a.k.a. CHAIR STEALER!]"do i look like i took it?!" says ***-- calmly. not guilty

at all den i was like
[ME]"ehhh~ u found a chair? how weird. carmen lost her chair and u found 1? y don u tell charmen where u took the chair so we can go get 1 too =]

[CHAIR PENCURI]" ah. easy . u go all the way up. den straight. go bak where it was "

LIKE?!?! isn't tat obvious?! wat the hell is tat "GO BAK WHERE IT WAS" wtf is tat. she is just making up the place la pls -.- LOSER JERK!


today is a very boring day INDEED~ i felt like sleeping in every class. GOSH~ KH today was scary tat remind me, HW not yet do!! deng!!! well. science is getting ANNOYING!! uhhh tat stupid com reli thinks we're retards kip saying the same thing like. 1892346915017512816619053264676210516`20908 times. =.= gosh. yes! we get it. from day 11-17 girls darn fertile la ya ya ya~~ uhhh~

YEN IS STARTING TO BE FREAKED OUT WIF STUFFS TAT KIP REPEATING!! =(

yen is under S T R E S S =(
- aunt in hosp. (coma fr last wed till now) haiz. she cant even breathe. she nids help fr the machine. haiz. i think pnce she hears her daughter voice she will go ... in peace =]
- uncle got cancer
- dad new work (mood bad like TUUUUT)
- ppl's opinion on how i act (GOSH~ im like.. the center of attention of backstabbers)
- jie gone for 1 year!! i think i miss her already =(
NOBODY TO FIGHT WIF. nobody to watch u-tube wit. nobody to shout at wen angry. nobody to teach me maths. nobodi to shout wif when leehom's on tv.

i miss those memories. hope 1 year faster gone ba. HAIZ


JIE~ I RELI MISS U ='[
sounds so..weird

sgywsg

"When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'


This is beautiful! Try not to cry.


She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending m ost of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight wh en Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one els e can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me. "

sChOoL eNd yEaR lO

muahahaha
CARMEN IF YR READING THIS~ u hacking missed out everything..KAKAKA
man..party was nice man ~~ =)
thru dis whole year..ive been complainin in ma blog.
HOW MUCH I HATE MY CLASS
but.. i cant bliff im saying this but
YEAH~ILL MISS 2E
T________T
i miss pn radin too =(
and pn mastura
and..haiz
WELL~~ meet all the old frens in 3C next year..
except for some went outher classes..IT WUN B THE SAME WITHOUT U ALL~~
aih..
so..yeah.im here to blog bout party..not act emo.. WELL..PICTURESS ~~



CAKE take 1



CAKE take 2



GROUP PICHA~~ cheeeese.. i love 2E (DID I JZ SAY TAT?!?!)




mai fav teacher



me and li nar .. ew mai hair so messy ~ Zzz




COUPLE OF DA YEAR~~



a clearer 1?? haha



i KNOW! its veri EW~~ but hey! JOY forced me =X







ILL END MAII POST WIF ZIS PICTURE.. -.-
and yes! im wearing specs.. =X

WELL~
today..returned form 2 SPBT books and got our form 3 books =P




ahh..sempat take a picha of my NEW/NICE/CLEAN/SMELLS GOOD/TAKEN GOOD CARE form 2 SPBT book.. haha. i miss my books man.. its sO clean..espcially Sivik (which i di
n touch) =P



Anotlogi, Novel & literature.. LOL~~ all 3 aso din wrap =X



ahh.. form 3's stupid/ dirty/ stinks/ black books .. aih. heartache oi! last year my clean book let ppl use le.. T__T



i cant wait to read Dr. J & Mr. H =P eventhou i read 2 times edy..Zzz


[ FIRST PERIOD ]
LOL~ today i so rajin.. go help the students susn the SPBT book. ok..actually, me and CARMEN. lol.. most of us din noe wat ANTOLOGI book is.. when teacher ask for ANTOLOGI.. every1 was like..WAT?? hahaha.. so many ppl lost their book / din wrap.
haha !! kena pay pulak.. XD luckily i found bak my seuntai kata untuk dirasa..wth .


[ SEJ ]
gosh.. carmen cried like mad when she got bak her marks man.. aih.. she memang.. NO COMMENT.. haiz.. IF YR READING THIS~ do get a life.. haha. JKJK~ i understand how u feel. but who cares.. yr KH & MROAL is hot man ~~ lol.


[ SIVIK ]
sheesh. quite low leh.. dahlah sikap aso so low.. 14/20 T___T i expected at least 16.. =X wateva. who cares bout this stupid subject !~ and.. teacher reli.. SWEAT lo.. call those who din pass up their folio go take a paper...write their name, tajuk .. den pass up...get 1/30 .. Zzz shit la.. 1 mark aso wan.. ebtta don write at all

[ KH ]
no idea wat was happening.. but i know i got busted for not passing up my BLOUSE.. haha. it was still sleeping comfortably on my study room table la teacher, wat u expect..LOL. den later helped Joy collect money for the stupid KH jamuan (mini) .. lol~~ YAY! I GOT THE NEW RM5 NOTES..wth? =.=



well.. all for today la =P
now hand pain..carry de stupid text books so heavy =(
marks i got back ~~

SEJ - 65% (B - which i am so happy cz i din get C as i expected .. haha)
GEO - 54/60 (still belum add folio marks.. so~SWT!!)

others belum..shit..tomoro sure get bak maths marks..PLZ PRAY 4 ME!!
haihz.. at least i wan my paper 1 to look nice.. paper 2 i predict cannot liao de la.. T___T
okay..
SAKITNYA TANGAN SAYA!!!NEXT YEAR I DUWAN SPBT JOR LA~~


--- terminated ---..wait.. those from 2E~ PLS VOTE FOR McDonalds..not KFC pls..T__T

nEw PhOnE

wheeee~
as u guys/girls know (if u hav been readin ma blog) .. i was gettin w580i for my 14th birthday on 26oct 08 (haha..had to write in detail) ... i was actually hoping for it.. night and day for like.. 4 months! and finally that day aarrived. but i was gone.. (in camp) so could not get it on the exact date.. came bak on mon (27 oct) and i was waiting for my mom to gimme my phone.. but she said.. NEXT SUNDAY 1ST.. den i was like.. NO~~~~~~ aiks. yea la.. wana show off in tuition ma..HAHAH~~



So.. i kept pestering my mom until she gave up.. promised to get it on tues. so.. on tuesday 7.00 mom called


MOM = yen. u wan 580 rite?
ME* = ya la~~ i wan the pink 1 ar!
MOM = aiya.. dis guy in LM said they not sellin 580
ME* = -- NO WAY!!! =( --
MOM = cz.. they said they can order if u wan.. they don stock it there cz they knew there were alot of prob wit the phone.. erm.. the keypad always crack ..etc~~~
ME* = -- still shock & din say anything --
MOM = so..wat u wan now? wait for the stock or get a new model?
ME* = T___T sobs.. aiyaaa~~
MOM = i get u s500i ok? its exactly the same but cannot shake
ME* = correction my lady. gesture control.
MOM = yaya.. =.=
ME* = ok ok.. i wan black.
MOM = black la~ ok la.. bye.



SO~i ended up taking s500i. well.. 28.75% dissapointed.. haha . but who cares.. I STILL GOT A NEW PHONE~~ so.. here it is..
lemme show u people!!


front view (slide open-ed)



front view (slide close-d)



side view.. and my hand.. XD



back view ~~ =D



look mat the lame games i hav.. don even noe where it came from .. LOL~~










and dis is wat i originally wanted =X BUT ILL BE THANKFUL~~ =D

oooh~ did i tell u guys.that I HAD MATH EXAM TODAY!! wow..
after exam paper 1
=> so easy la pls.. i expected harder ones.. (so lan si)

after paper 2
=> oh crap.. left 3 questions blank lo pls.. aiks.. all my marks depend on paper 1 lo.. haiZz~ hope i don fail can liao.. =(

..and yesterday's scince was.. EVEN harder.. but my smart frens all said easy.. im the only stupid one in class =[


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BOYS LIKE GIRLS
-thunder


Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

rAnDoMnEsS

ponteng-ed stupid school today cz
1) dono wat crap anugerah
2) i din finish my work
3) wanted to stay home and sms like mad
4) PLAIN LAZY

eventhou my mom said no.. I WENT BAK TO MY ROOM.. and LOCK THE DOOR.. so that she cant go in
TEE-HEE
so.. while at home.. finished my math homework
DENG! teacher will be so proud of me..!! 1st time finish..YAY!!


STATISTICS!! my 1 and only fav chapter.. so easy Zzz.. LOL


SOLID GEOMETRY .. actually quite ok la.. if u know the darn fomula.. if not...! sure die..LOL


after doing homework.. I GO POP some POPCORN..hahahah

zE machine in action..haha



even gave my neighbour a tupperware of it..hah~




HERE COMES THE RAANDOM SHIT.. haha



heh =X



I TOLD U!! sony ROCKS!! C'mon.. YEAH~~~~



whee~my collection of tuition stuff..?? -.-



T.T i miss primary school.. AND i was suppose to return the penolong tag end of year =X



i am a prefect..LALALALAL~~



i have to stick dis stupid reminder.. URGH! i was saved by it once LOL.. wore the other 1 den saw dis faster go change..den reach school..LATE.. Zzz



well... my fav. MEG CABOT book. why i still not popular?? haha~~



i wan TE-WU j .. haiZzz



WHERE IS PUR SKUL's 1?!

ILL END MY POST WIF MY 2 WANG LEEHOM's POSTER.. teehee




muackZz my dear leehom! wakakak..
okay.terminated.
BYEs..
=P
damn.. he jz msn-ed me and called me dear
AWwww
AINT THAT SWEET..

eXaM

pff. oh yea~
every1 is like.. so fousing into exam alrdy (... actually. i think im the only 1 ?)
T__T
ahh
today was like.. trying to have quiz wit carmen..
so we asked each otha SEJ! questions..
and there goes our 3rd attemp to be hardworkin..
Zzzz.. i think at least we survived 15-20 mins
LOL~ den carmen went to sleep and i went conteng-ing the blackboard..
wit wat?!
with songs i like =]
haha..end up kena caught by moral teacher =.=
but who cares bout her la LOL~~
hahaa.. when she came in i was like

"cikgu~guna jalan lain laa.. saya nak jalan sini la WEIH!!"
"eh..cikgu kena rogol arh?! kenapa mengandung"
"alamak.. tak nak buat kerja laaa.. moral ni.. TAKDE GUNA!!~"
haiz.. then all she says is..
" SAYA BAGI NAMA AWAK KAT MR.CHEE NAK TAK?!"
oh plz..


okay... so. at last finished by "kena dende write 5 times for not hantar-ing h/work ontime" work
DUDE~ i think i pity my hand so sooo much =(
and.. u think..cheh.. 5 onie maa..
DUDE!
EACH ONE 5 OKAY?!
oNE PAGE IS ONLY 1.. times 5..
the page there can fit 50 words..
U do the math.. Zzz

ya.. damn sien now..
no mood blog..
1 thing ii wan say to skul..
YOU RUINED 4TEK 2's PJ TODAY!!
HOW DARE U CONQUER THE PERHIMPUNAN SPOT!!
make them canot PJ//
make me canot see HIM
BLEAK!!


=]
SMILE..

I M I S S H I M



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sHoRt pOsT

here's stg funii that happen in tuition recently =x

BOY A & BOY B makes a lot of noise while my INDIAN tuition teacher gettin pissed.

TEACHER = OK, so wat do we do next after pouring some alkali solution?
BOY A = owh~ after that, WE PLAY SEX

*LAUGHT LIKE CRAP*

TEACHER = Oi stupid monkeys ! shut up and listen !!
BOY B = wat monkeys?! we don hav tails laa!!
TEACHER = GOT!! neh~the tiny and small short thing infront ther??
BOY A = sohai ar?! kong ngor lan sai ?! mei sei gor (say my dick small?! din die b4?!)
BOY B = ahhh~ya la ya la~ yrs black and big la =.=



LOL~ i tell u during science tuition.. THE FUNNIEST THINGS CAN ALWAYS HAPPEN MAN! xD
lazy update
Zzz

All im feeling rite now. is quite eMo
-,-
T___T
no news from him er
continue likdat i give up on him !!
tired of waiting..
haizz



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HAPPY WEEDING Oo

*delayed post* soRRy peolple!!
DEDICATED TO
my beloved cousin bro who just got married
MR. Kelvin Yap and MS. Peggy Ng~
now called MR & MRS YAP~!!!
WHOOoOoo
newly married
=D
mmuaxxxx~
haha~ hope u all white head till old Oo~
heng fok togetha
lalala~
-.-
*shut up and uploaad yr pic*
XD



LOL~ my fav picture la weii.. just when they came our fr car.. my SMART cousin go take



sorry but its not church wedding .. wo men hua ren ma~~ KAN?! lol




XD~ i take u ~ u take me.. lol



UPACARA meng-e-DRINK-kan tea.. -.-



my stupid-syok-sendiri-very-handsome-cousin.. *looking happy eventhou its not him gettin married* -.-



muahahah~ mOnEy!! =D


dis pictures is my pride weii..CANDID U NOE?!?! heh~~



the 2008 couples.. kesina.. where is yonng pui yen?? not ther.. no partner..=.=



ngeks *SMIRKS*


Ting jie jie most CUTE & YENG DEE!! XD



act cool only la.. NERD KING



THE ORIGINAL NERD



curi minum la tu =.=



iish =.= hamsap uncle wana giv "tam" xiu mui mui yam jau (drink wine)



mad pig kacao sweet couple..XD



hmm~ so happy ER..


hope my cousin happy together 4va
14th Sep 08
=D
END THIS POST WITH..
theif wedding flower =]
LOVE IT MAN



nice leh??
I TOOK DE AR..
sure nice la..
pro take picture sure nice *wink*
k la k la..
yoong pui yen suffering from stomache..


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