i doN bELOng iN 3c

exam is over. all form 3s should be happy.

...maybe they all are, but me?

worry bout results ..

i jz have like.. never ending stress

b4 exam = STUDY

during exam = STUDY EVEN MORE

after exams = WORRY RESULTS

haizzz

i especially worry bout my..

..MATHS > weng wah said i got 9% wow. WOW~ laugh at jerry for getting 7% u more worse 9% summore in 3C .. suppose-to-be-good class. this sucks. worse of all, HE* think its funny and he keeps laughing. wat i did? pretend i din care wen deep down inside. i felt so hurt ..all i did was said i did not care.. i don wan such low marks. WHO WANTS 'EM ?!?! i noe yr good at maths. everyone noes tat. do u have to laugh at my marks? well. i guess its fun laughing at ppls's marks =] and i din even hav time, i had to simply darken the answer sheet =(

haiz. den. SEJARAH> it looked ok at the beginning. den .. i was all stunned wen i saw ALL the form 3 questions. i was staring at it blankly.. den i went and sleep, den woke up.. simply tembak all ..

i noe im jz a total FAILURE

i noe i shud b in 3J

i noe i should be starting maths all over again from form 1

i noe i should be kicked out from 3C

i noe im not fit to be in PPC

i noe i should be hardworking

i noe i should have payed att at teacher

i noe i should have.. just .....

cant they get maths out of PMR haiz

i don even noe how those ppl can get 100% for maths

maybe its just me.

im the odd one out.

the stupid one

look at my frens

they are all so .. smart

only super junior can make me happy now. =(

eunhyuk my fav =)

maybe i should jz stop studying i will never get to be a lawyer i've always wanted to be.

nvm. ill jz pray tat GOD would have come by tat time and take away my sorrows =[

hope u guys get great results =]

but i bet all of u will.. except. me ...

so, yeah..

F**K u BURGLERS

shit
OMG
deng
T__T
pisssed
ARGHHHHh
~~

NO!!~~
rumah masuk pencuri > malay
hse gt thief > englias
yab chak > cantonese
zei > mandarin
AUYHZN yxainruyeoaxtg ia xei > my language


today.. i so found out my hse got thief come in ! the second i reach home, mom and dad was at home.. felt..erm..??

mom = ei! got thief come la
me = huh?? -.- *dun believe 1%
mom = reli lo.. u c ..! where the tv?!
me = O_o.. ya lo *found the stupid gate like kena potong
mom = den u go upstairs and c yr room !!
* runs upstaairs, and found dis... *




THE EMPTY PLASMMA 53` TV.. SHIT U!! my king of tv..! my life ! MY SONY PLASMA.. CURSE YOU!! deng.. and yet they dun steal the lame old tv..sittin ther..



SEe?! dis ugly-dono-how-many-32`-inch-i-guess-tv !! they don even wana steal dis ugly tv.. like~ duh..! theif have got taste too..==




walaOoo~ even i hav NEVER DONE DIS KIND OF BIG MESS!! arghh~




hearbroken like hell





walao.. lucky din steal my sis punya life A.K.A. the make-up accesories..XD





my dad punya pissed face and the kena-cut lock





dat robber is sure 1 desperate loser.. haihZzzz




den when we report police.. they came and did a lil CSI trick..XD ... rmb where u use to watch them go around the brush with some black powder?? well, exactly wat they did..lame..=.=ll' and I WAS PRAYING that they will PLEASE find the fingerprint !! get that lamey to sit in jail !!





TAKE 2 = this is after they found..ONLY 1 fingerprint.. hmm~ i scared it turn out to be my dad and mine de cuz we kind of touched it .. =[


~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!
well.. dis are my hopes for the burgler
- hope u terlangaar oleh kereta and DIE!
- kena the thunder and DIE
- walk down stair pokai and DIE!!
- when got anak lelakihe no LJ!
- if gal.. NO HOLE!!
- hope his own de kena kiap in car or bus or van.. ETC.!

IF I EVER CAUGHT HIM
- spit in his face !
- kick his..TUUUT
- snatch bak all my things..
- LET ME HAV THE last LAUGHT!
- slap him till blood ada
- DERA HIM LA!!

thing "we" lost
- aunt gav me punya REAL crystal bracelet rm 200 gua *sry kujie, u buy so exp fr honk kong, i lost it..=S..EDWIN KOK CHUN KIT~~ I SORRY TO YR WHOLE FAMILY, cz din jaga properly..='[
- jie's lolipop necklace *so cute de!* rm 49.80
- jie's GOLD bracelet ! rm 600
- PLASMA SONY..! rm 3200
*haha~mami and dadii most smart de.. everything kip in bank*


LUCKY THEY DIN STEAL COM OR I WUN EVEN GET TO BLOG~~ argh..
SHIT~ im gona curse those *TUUUT* holes who stole my things! why cant they freakin get a damn job.. by the time u wate energy to cut my door.. u can finish yr office work liao la !! deng u.. MOTHER~~~~ I HATE PENCURI..FARK!




btw~ today's eng .dono wat went well! i got 13/15 according to carmen.. hope it's real la.. but she herself got 14.. T^T
great, now i hav to re-put bak my clothes in my cupboard..!EXTRA WORK FOR NOTHING..
HMPH!

i dunid u

i felt ashamed of myself


y do i seem like i nid u


i dun nid u


dun think you're damn important to me pls


i wun waste my tears for u


dun act like u damn understand me


i will get on wif life


i will never regret


u dun deserve anything


i shud hav never gav u a chance


im so stupid


after i gav u..


u turn around and din appreciate

y ..
y...
y...
yy... ?!

I HATE YOU..
i treated u like so important..dis is wat u did to me.. y din i c the truth in u ? y had i fell for u? y had i waste my time? y had i take the time to explain to u? y had i liked u? y had i waste my tears? y had i care bout u? y do i waste my mind energy jz to think bout u ? Y?! ...because I LOVE u ... but it doesn't matter anymore.. i tried explaining evertything.. i think you're jz another random playboy, m i rite? sorry..


i should'nt hav wasted my time on u.. im givin up...at last =D

-thnx shaun... =]
i will always rmb wat u've said...



EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO.
X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X ================ X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~



well.. i had a bad day so..
no mood to post..
but im forcing myself..
and givin a false smile
and i try tp stand alone
dunid him
jz nid you all~=]
try to prove i can get over it
and he's not important
i can survive..
i hav other frens
<3



thnx..
i wana hav a nice sleep now
=]

the blar-ness of blar-ness life

deng it..im desperate for a damn phone la dei!!
T__T
any1 planning to change phone??
i dun mind 2nd hand..
tsk~
deng la..my phone spoil liao cant sms..
MY LIFE WITHOUT SMS - DEAD~
argHhh~
my buffday onie can get phone aa..
i die by tat time liao lo..!!
26 oct..
NID TO WAIT FOR..
erm..
july,august,sep,oct
4 months la ..
T___T
mamii..
U CANT DO THIS 4 me..
who cares..
mom promised w580i..
i shall wait PATIENTLY..
nah~
4 those tal tau mcm mana 580 looks like..its lik dis






jealous onot?
aiya.. i SS *syok sendiri* onie la..
ever1 phone more nice den dis..
T__T



yes..~
yesterday was.. argh..duwan talk le..
deng it..sis went neway without me...and she said..wat..14 years old cannot go?? can sum1 tell me how old can go ?? halo..its not det my sis is 18.. shes onie 17.. some1 tell me pls..thnx..
=P


well.. kena bombarded by mom for results.. dun k la.. i DETERMINE fr now on.. i will onie on com for 5 hours..CEH~~
haha..k la k la..2 hours ok?! i damn guai lui ..THNX~



HELP.. i reformat my com and all my pictures, songs, games, MSN!!! is gone..so.. life is un-meaningful..!! gratz to those get top 3 in class since results r out..and also gratz to those uncle and auntie who still looks hot..=D and aso GRATZ to those who brought phone to skul on las friday cuz THEY HAV COOL PHONES..not like mine..



ok~ i go sit in a corner and emo 1st..
T_T
BTW~ im currenly in love wif usher's - LOVE IN THIS CLUB..
the beat is so cool..
u guys shud try hearin it man !
rox yr damn boring life..
*no offense*
^_~

STRESSSSSS giler

T_T
freakinly under stress
i seriously can cry out...




1. i wanna get a new damn handphone so damning much .. *u heard me ??? noe wata do la, hor?? =X* lol... in order to get det sgit phone .. I NID TO GET STRAIGHT A'sss !! how on earth can i do det?!



2. DUDE~ i hav so damn many BLARRRRDY shit folios !! T_T sum1 .. KILL ME DAMN IT!! haiZzz... SEJ, GEO,SIV.. i noe looks lik .. ceh~ 3 onie ma.. BUT I 1 ASO BLEUM MULA AWAK TAU!!! u think 3 onie.. den help me laa !! T_T picture for sej aso belum take.. ask from de stupid tong sampah he so selfish.. duwan gib me !! babiii !!



3. ... EXAM!!! haiz.. i not yet study for exam.. all frens look so confident !! T_T i no more chance de la.. so blarrdy sat bai laa !! T_T i dono wat to do ... i reli wana pass my exams and show my mom and shut her damn mouth...!! aways say i din study... ok~ TRUE!! but still... T_T i do wan those gd grades man !!!! T_T mak oiii ~~! toloooooooooong !!




4. disturbance of love life... yea yea.. det boy again la.. i aso no comment liao.. don wana blog bout him.. AGAIN~!!T_T aikss.. hari hari pun dia tengok saya... hari hari pun saya matii !!T_T tuhan.. tolong saya laa !! aku tak boleh anymore !! mau mati hali hali oooo ~!! aiyo.. aku memang.. SAT BAI!! AKU SANGAT SAT BAI!! T_T



5. haiz.. got det stupid per. e-PPDA .. got dis thing how i wana concentrate on exams !!?? i wana tarik diri.. but.. haih.... i duwan kena kill by teacher !!T_T i hope teacher will... aikss.. i dono wat i talking liao laa ~!! mak datuk aku!TOLONG GUA~!! *indon language pun keluar*



6. JZ PLAIN FREAKIN STRESS!!!!!






























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I'M STRESS.. THOSE PPL WHO THINK I SO DAMN SUX CUZ I AWAYS SCOLD PPL!!! CAN U JZ... T_T SHUT DA EFF UP!! I M UNDER STRESS~AND THOSE PPL AWAYS DO STUPID THINGS DET PISS ME OFF!! OF CUZ I SCOLD !! DAMNIT~~!!!





















hope im feelin betta after bloggin it ALL!! out .. T_T

shit

my mom read my phone messages
and my life is ruined
*-* she will never trust me anymore
*-* she took my phone..FOREVA
*-* i still hav lotsa credit in dat phone~dun waste it !



haiz..
my life is so ruined!
y din i put my phone sumwher else !?! deng
jz on the day she din work..
i had to put it sumwhere seen-able!
haiz..
y din i put in my cupboard -wher i use to put everyday-
jz cuz i lazy go upstairs..i jz put it on top of the table..
haiz




i shud i hav known..det all my msg are censored !!
bb my phone
bb my life
bb credit
bb smsing *AHEM*
bb loving *AHEM*
i think i gota break v him..AGAIN~
haiz



phone issue again !
i reali lubb those parents who let their anak pak to..
example..




kok chun kit de parents?
siew wai ying de parents?
maggie jie de parents?
mun ting jie de parents?
thiam jun gor de parents?
hor kah mun de parents?

....and alot more lo.. haiz...i wish i had parents who were so open minded??T_____T












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MY LIFE IS RUINED !!!!