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sudd miss my late 3 ku che

=(

was suppose to be catching up wif my studies geh

but all i did was

-online

-tv

-sms

-sleep

-eat

-facebook

-youtube

-shit

-pee

-msn

so yeah its kind of annoying (tis holiday) haiz.. if onie i was at cameron !!! everyone is there (church frenz) thnx mummy ='( now im left here all alone

..haizz

reli tried my best to study k

oh and today there were gansters INFRONT of my house!!

i was scared to death man

i reli duwan to write everything in detail here

but seriously, im stil scared they will come bak =(

and i will surely die if they kacau my house wei! =/ reli hate him lo

SPOIL MY MOOD now im still scared

`` dis msg is wat i reli wana say to my ku che who passed away at april ..

not for readers lol. but oh well...

3 ku che ar. i sudd miss u so much

eventhou yr leaving has been quite long

i dono y but i constantly miss you =/

wish u were here during family celebrations

our first year celebrating "zong jit" without eu

is reli quite diff ..

without yr laughter

without yr vulgars which u always say in a joking way

we reli reli miss you

and i noe yr life has not been a reli good one

your husband went for another woman, u had diabetic and was never getting better, yr daughter was reli disobedient. and nobody was reli there for u. to listen to your heart's feelings and to comfort you.

but at least all yr worries are gone now =]

you're sleeping now. jz waiting for God to wake u up some day

and i can never forget the way u looked in the coffin

you looked so peaceful

and tat all yr worries had stopped at last

..yr pain

and we r happy u went without suffering

although we miss you alot. we hav to reli accept the fact. tat yr gone. FOREVER

i reli miss yr laughter, yr jokes, yr advice, yr blur-ness =]

but i shall kip these as memories forever.

i realized there's no use being sad

but u can count on us to take care of yr son =]

and i know yr last will is tat yr husband leaves tat woman*

it is up to him. i wish u would not be hurt cuz of a man like him

u deserved better

ku che ar.. i wish u will rest in peace.

until God comes. then he will wake u up.

den u'll be well. no more sickness. no more pain. no more tears. no more worries. no more hurt

ku che, we love you =D

may GOD be with you wherever u are